Chiaki Nanami (
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Oct 31st
i'm fine now! just went back to hill house. meant to message you sooner, but i kinda fell asleep after eating. otto is kind of doing the dad thing and hovering nearby.
i'm really sorry about... everything.
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why are you apologizing though? you didn't do anything wrong
are you okay??
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And breaking my promise about not dying.
I'm okay, just tired.
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i'm sorry that that happened to you. you didn't deserve that
do you know if you lost anything when you died?
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Still.
None of us deserved Felfri or what happened there honestly.
Not that I know of? I feel as fine as I can be. Mostly tired.
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felfri was a huge mess and i'd like to not go back anytime soon
anyway i feel like i should be apologizing to you, for when you found me at the theater
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You didn't plan or even wanna do that, Chiaki. You felt pressured to. I feel like everyone got brainwashed pretty bad over there. Beat nearly fought me at one point.
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but also i guess the fog's forces were able to help get us home
i don't know it's all sort of confusing
but if you want me to leave WEB for that i'd understand
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Chiaki, I literally nearly destroyed my own universe one time (well, the me in the future Otto and Norman meet anyway). I think you're fine.
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that sounds like a story
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Beck revealed on live TV that I was Spider-Man. My life kinda fell apart because of it. So, I like talked to this wizard guy about making people forget I was Spider-Man. The spell went wrong, somehow?? Like, the spell was summoning people who knew I was spider-man to my universe from every other universe with a Spider-Man in it, and it was like making stuff collapse. Not great!
and Otto and Norman showed up because of that. They like tried to kill me apparently, but w/e. They're cool now! Beck is also cool, but kinda cranky. Like a rabid possum you found in an attic.
Apparently I like made a new wish with the wizard guy for everyone to forget who Peter Parker was? IDK what happened after that.
The future is really confusing and weird.
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[ She can follow that part at least. ]
so this is stuff that's going to happen to you when you go back home?
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Yeah, it is. I can't change it. I probably should just deal with it, if it means Otto and Norman get to be okay, but...
I'm not super looking forward to it. That's me being selfish tho. I need to live that, so everything will be okay.
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but i don't know how going home would really work for any of us at this point, you know? i mean, would i even be able to go home or not?
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Norman and Otto are both really convinced we'll get home eventually. I don't know how it would work either. I don't know if I wanna go home.
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When Beck outs me as Spider-Man, all of their lives get worse. Because they know me. I can't make their lives worse, Chiaki.
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It's... probably stupid, but I don't want them to get hurt. I don't want my aunt to die.
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Neither option is good. Its just... a lot.
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She supposes that he could still try to be friends with them again, but... on the other hand, she understands the impulse to stay. ]
i'm sorry, peter-kun
but i'm glad i get to be your friend here, at least
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Thank you. I'm glad to be your friend too. I don't think I'd be me in the same way if you weren't here.
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you make me better. especially with WEB.
bakugo-kun says i'm not a hero or a villain. and maybe he's right.
but i want to do whatever good i can, at least. i want to work harder at it. so i still want to work on WEB with you if that's okay.
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Yeah, its more than fine. Even with what happened at Felfri, I wouldn't kick you out of WEB. I know you were being pulled in a lot of directions. I wasn't doing any better either.
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