[ She wants to say interesting; lay off of her real feelings on the thing to spare his; but there's a little niggling itch at the back of her mind, and the real word slips out. ]
... cool. Sorry, ahh!! [ SHE DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT. ] I mean, it's-- if it was hard for you, that's-- really understandable-- [ It sounds grotesque! But also--
Well, anyway, moving on. The other stuff is... a little sad? ] Mm... it was a little similar, for me, but also kind of different?... I love everyone so much, but as a nymph I loved even more than that, every plant. I guess it was kind of overwhelming...
[ The niggling itch at her mind is different now, than a moment ago. Now she doesn't really want to stop talking about it. But maybe that's also just months of steadily growing frustration, finally bubbling over, now that there's someone she feels safe talking about it with. ]
But I think even more than that... being a nymph is just... hard for me. I know it's not hard for, um, for Giorno-kun, or Elsa-san, or... a few others... and Spengler seems to think it's an easy monster type to be...
But... it's really not, I guess... I kept having to learn how to move again, when I first changed, and when I came back after the wasteland, and again in Felfri... it wasn't ever easy... [ She crosses her arms over her chest, hugging herself. One of her lower arms still grips on. ]
Not like being a merperson was. Or like-- flying, in Felfri. Or even like now! [ Being a faerie is A LOT, but it's not hard. Just different. ]
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Date: 2022-11-05 02:49 am (UTC)[ She wants to say interesting; lay off of her real feelings on the thing to spare his; but there's a little niggling itch at the back of her mind, and the real word slips out. ]
... cool. Sorry, ahh!! [ SHE DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT. ] I mean, it's-- if it was hard for you, that's-- really understandable-- [ It sounds grotesque! But also--
Well, anyway, moving on. The other stuff is... a little sad? ] Mm... it was a little similar, for me, but also kind of different?... I love everyone so much, but as a nymph I loved even more than that, every plant. I guess it was kind of overwhelming...
[ The niggling itch at her mind is different now, than a moment ago. Now she doesn't really want to stop talking about it. But maybe that's also just months of steadily growing frustration, finally bubbling over, now that there's someone she feels safe talking about it with. ]
But I think even more than that... being a nymph is just... hard for me. I know it's not hard for, um, for Giorno-kun, or Elsa-san, or... a few others... and Spengler seems to think it's an easy monster type to be...
But... it's really not, I guess... I kept having to learn how to move again, when I first changed, and when I came back after the wasteland, and again in Felfri... it wasn't ever easy... [ She crosses her arms over her chest, hugging herself. One of her lower arms still grips on. ]
Not like being a merperson was. Or like-- flying, in Felfri. Or even like now! [ Being a faerie is A LOT, but it's not hard. Just different. ]