[It takes a while, and it's wholly unflattering how much Ryou basically crumples against her, despite being a much larger creature. He can't control himself, to the point that he sobs loudly, almost sounding as if he's trying to speak but being wholly unable to.
There's too much...far too much pain in his heart to articulate it at this point. But eventually, after what feels like forever
(or ten minutes, whichever feels less short)
Ryou finally pulls away, swiping at his face with a sleeve. He looks truly miserable and lost.]
Sorry, I...nnh, I just--I thought...things would be better, and then Felfri...happened...and I thought I was a better, st-stronger person. But I'm not, I keep messing up, and now...now it's really over, isn't it?
[His shoulders slump forward, and he stares down into his lap. This is pathetic. He's pathetic. He shouldn't be this low...not after the first time, right? Their bond...it's been shaken already. Maybe Atem really doesn't care about him anymore...and Ryou's the one to blame for it.]
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Date: 2022-12-05 04:27 am (UTC)There's too much...far too much pain in his heart to articulate it at this point. But eventually, after what feels like forever
(or ten minutes, whichever feels less short)
Ryou finally pulls away, swiping at his face with a sleeve. He looks truly miserable and lost.]
Sorry, I...nnh, I just--I thought...things would be better, and then Felfri...happened...and I thought I was a better, st-stronger person. But I'm not, I keep messing up, and now...now it's really over, isn't it?
[His shoulders slump forward, and he stares down into his lap. This is pathetic. He's pathetic. He shouldn't be this low...not after the first time, right? Their bond...it's been shaken already. Maybe Atem really doesn't care about him anymore...and Ryou's the one to blame for it.]