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[soundsurfing]

ye i think he been in there since day one yo i joined wid him only a month after comin here like an almost year i think of him in there

shapeshiftin was fun yo ima miss it yeah but it aint worth what he

no yo i did it he didnt tell me to but his stupid little friendship stuff in my head prolly didnt help

nonna the gods worth it

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friends shouldn't hurt their friends

friends shouldn't turn their friends against each other

if that's what he thinks friendship is i think he's wrong

you can still shapeshift though, right? you're a pooka

[soundsurfing]

no they shouldnt yo and powerin him up just hurt too many it put too many in the line of fire it aint worth it

hes very wrong

i dunno if hell listen to anyone about what friendship is

oh uh yeah kinda but also like no

if i make myself wings now they just illusion i cant fly wid them an i can only do it once per day fer an hour now

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he hurt you too

i know you hurt a lot of people. i know you're trying to make amends

but i don't know if i can forgive him for what he did to you, beat

there's a friend of mine that he reminded me of, before. someone that was given a lot of power and had to learn how to use it

but i don't think elias is like that anymore

i think he's a force, just like the fog is. he doesn't have to listen to anyone. he just wants power



also it sounds like we gotta relearn what sort of shapeshifting you can do. do you think you could glide with pooka wings??

[soundsurfing]

[Beat's silent on that. He's hurt, yes, but like always he will maintain his pain isn't nearly what the others feel. He will cope, he always has.]

im aight yo

an i think... i dont think he ever did

before becoming a god he was just a kid he was just seven years old or somethin yo

shit at seven i only just figured out that i wanted to board

he was just a kid and his dad fucked him over so badly and thats where hes coming from

i dont think he knows he doesn't get it hes never been a kid with memories around other kids that hasnt been as a god and hes prolly still angry and hurt and betrayed and i really wanted to help him yo but he wont listen

[A pause, a breath, he's got to breathe.]

uh... prolly not yo. our shapeshiftin more fer tricks ya know? we cant really do much wing flappies would prolly just be illusion like flying squirrel stuff? prolly just fall out the tree

sok tho! i can jump from really high places and survive anyways! ask me how i know :)

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[ ARE YOU BEAT

well he's getting cuddle hangouts whether he likes it or not ]

maybe you're right. i can see why you wanted to help him

but he's dangerous. anybody who is going to try, needs to know that

and i don't think it's safe for you to be around him anymore. so i'm glad you're not

[ She pauses in thought before typing the next thing. ]

i didn't know that he was in your head, until josh told me. i wish i had? maybe i could have helped

i think i'm learning that it's hard for me to tell when people get affected mentally like that

but i'll try to keep an eye on if it happens again for you because i don't want you to get hurt again



also how do you know

nii-san please be careful??

[soundsurfing]

[He most certainly is not, but he will never admit it in public. Or private. Or even until the bottle he keeps tightly shut breaks and he's a sobbing mess.]

ye yo thats the problem whatever he was before whatever he pretends to be now he aint it

hes inhalin fog an shes vengeance and anger an i really think its hurtin him deeper than we know

ah

squiddles no dont think that way

not even josh could help an he went into my brain

elias was in deep i spent too much time being his "friend"

you got as close as anyone else did to makin me better

[the bomb and the building. but even then, in the end, he was going to hurt her.]

was jumpin round when i first changed from high buildin to high buildin an fell

bit of a heavy landin but i survived!

scared a little kid tho made it cry felt so bad

ill be careful!!

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she's a lot of things. but it sucks that he's only taking in the worst parts

maybe if he had less,

no. we need to stay away from him for now. you especially

i trust josh-kun but i'll probably worry about him anyway

you could probably buy shapeshifting back from mana, right?

does "heavy landing" include broken bones??

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i got an idea yo had it back when i talked to mukrow the first time an i think it should happen but yer right i dont think i should be involved. im still like thinkin bout it but ill run it past others later when shit settles

prolly even worse to try it now...

i kinda wish everyone would leave elias but i also dont wanna see what he'd do if peeps just leave him like the kind of hurt he might do

yeah i could but i kinda dont wanna? i had fun wid it yeah but i dunno im feelin a typa way bout myself

no broken bones! squirrels dont get that apparently we jus sort of auto puff up an auto glide an yeah we flump a little and done

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oh, let me know if i can help with that?

okami-san's smart, i'm glad you talked with her

[ oof she still has to check up on her ]

i think as long as people know what they're getting into it might be okay? i mean, atem-kun's with the fog for power more than anything. and felfri made it really clear what kind of god elias is

what are you thinking?? are you going to change?

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ye yo if it gets off the ground ill letchu know gonna prolly need some neutral peeps an some fog peeps too

she is yo i cant say we friends she still super mad at me but she got her head on right

ye but he lie yo i got into him first cause i wanted to help him ye but also to like help my friends an all i did was end up hurtin an helpin him

ye i think so uh pookas like... yo i aint sayin i dont like bein it ima fuckin squirrel its hilarious an fun but we also like to lie an deceive an i don think i can do that anymore

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i still need to talk with her... we fought in felfri and i want to make it right. especially since she's been having a hard time

yeah... i dunno. maybe he can't be helped. i don't know though

i didn't know pookas were like that! i mean, besides felfri i wouldn't have known that. i guess you and peter-kun do pranks sometimes? have you thought about what you want to be instead?

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i hope you two able to work it out yo felfri fucked everyone up especially those who were comfy wid they lives

i dunno either i hope reira can talk some sense into him

yeah i dunno if im the only one who got that shit or something but its hella bad

uh lich the most normal i felt but i kinda like werewolf yo i really kinda enjoyed jus bein a dog

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i hope so too. if i lost her as a friend i don't know what i'd do.

you were such a cute werewolf! i think that'd be really good for you. also as a lich you were really funny. i think both would be really good. are there any others you'd want to try out first?

[soundsurfing]

nah yo i know you aint gonna lose her shes pretty cool and willin to forgive i dunno what shit went down in felfri wid you two but i bet youll be fine wid her in the end

plus you too cute to be mad at who could be mad at you

i hope so yo i could use jus my brain goin back to normal or even jus like energetic normal i dunno

uh hm

kinda wanna try nymph wid you one day really

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oh!!

[ oh beat... ]

um, don't ask for that next month! i'm going to try being something else, i think.

but thank you, that's really sweet. i'd like that

[soundsurfing]

oh ye no worries yo i gotta save them for woof first i dont think i got nuff for it

i also wanna try garg for phones an naga for josh an kelpie fer shoka!

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that's such a good idea!!

now i want to do that for my friends too. the list of monsters i want to try is getting so long!!

but that definitely means at least slime, werewolf, pooka, vampire, shade, pooka, kelpie, pooka...

... i have a lot of pooka friends, i guess?

[soundsurfing]

heh girl you got a lot of friends period yo everyone loves you

careful wid slime its kinda oogy in the brain but you able to shapeshift more often

yo i kinda wanna try vampire too i mean the whole dyin thing not cool but

oh yeah i wanna be a spider too!

[waitingforplayer2]

i'm actually kind of excited to try slime. i didn't really get enough time to try shapeshifting in felfri

what do you mean by oogy?

[soundsurfing]

i had real bad memory issues as a slime like yo i already got shitty memory but you know how you sometimes go into the kitchen and forget why you went in?

ye like that but times hundred

but i could be my own chair yo which was pretty wild!

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oh yeah that happens to me all the time. i'm kind of used to it. then i just play a game or something and i remember later. that doesn't sound so bad

i can be my own chair as a nymph! that's not anything different at all! i just like sitting on couches and stuff anyway cause they're soft